Being Allowed to Speak Freely and Think Without "Thought Police"

Well, sometimes you know when something is right or wrong.  I don't really accept being punished.

People keep thinking what if someone doesn't take something the right way.

What is this, anyway?  I don't see anyone else getting punished.  You think me getting attention is a loss to other people, too.  Sometimes, it doesn't work that way.  Some people don't have their personal lives together.  Sometimes, it's different kinds of things.  I know some people get a lotta attention from others.  It's something that should be worked on.  Sometimes, some people are bad and think it's cool.  It's hard to fight that you can't believe in that and you wonder is everyone bad cuza racism among other things?

I never meant to start anything bad, so I don't see why people believe I should be punished and so hardly/much.

I also found out on The Ellen DeGeneres Show, too, today that people will give me a rough time and when it becomes obvious they are wrong they just wonder if you thought you were gonna get away with it socially as a mixed race person.  I mean, they lie to mixed race people saying they did something wrong.  After it becomes obvious you aren't that bad, the person just says you're trying to get away with talking to them and that it's not okay cuza your race.  Like, they just assume it without stating it, it feels.  Like, they'll act like, "Oh, you thought it was okay to talk to me?" while digging into the fact you are mixed race.

Speaking of which, I used to look okay without makeup cuz I never wore it.  I always had a pudgy face in a way.  I gained about 50 pounds for reasons not my fault, like in college.  I am a little taller and bigger.  So, now, I look ugly without makeup and with glasses on.  I only do that at home and when I jog/walk.  Also, my hair is growing out from being shaved after dying it.  So, it looks a bit like a fro.

"Good Listeners?"

People don't let me think and don't listen to me.

I find others say the same thing and they are taken seriously.

I see who's trying to impress or get the attention from who.

Messed up People

Do you know people who mess up their lives only to ask for others to sacrifice for them like it's their fault?

With most people, they have to "solve their own problems."

This has to do with Generation, Race, Age, Heritage.. Favoritism..

And it's getting late in time.

The Norm

Do you know when light is too light?  Sometimes, it's all you can do to get by, like pretty Swedes.

Something That Doesn't Make Sense

When someone acts like you aren't as good as a blonde as they are when they are not blonde.

Hidden Racism

Do you know people who think other nonwhite races are disposable?

Like, if they are a little fat or did something that doesn't make sense for them they think?

They think it's a game, but it's not.  I have found it hard to live with.  I get in trouble if I think of the N word, too, cuz it tends to sound like I'm calling someone that.  I don't want to, but the message they give me spells that out to me.  A lotta people who are nonwhite believe that so that they will be treated better, but if they meet a mixed person like me they are vicious and racist and attacking like all wild and crazy, like their mood or the picture they get.  So, I don't accept racism like other nonwhites learn to accept.

You may think I am rebellious and it's a problem, but I don't deserve racism anymore than a white.  How I react and improve is my business, not your right to say that's what you hurt me for.  I was the one being attacked.

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Re: What is a racist stereotype you believe?

I tried not to be racist, but that's what the topic calls for. I wasn't really racist, tho. It may not fit the ideal of anti-racism, tho, the part where it's about being racist. 😁

Funny

I've talked about race so much I don't deserve to be accepted.

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Re: What is a racist stereotype you believe?

Some people do it because they think they have to in a popular position.

People in mixed race families do it to one another.

I like Italians. In Italy, they have more tender, light hair. However, I've experienced racism from them in the US. Sometimes, Southern Europeans connect and feel happy about themselves. I don't know about them being jealous of Northern Europeans, but all a Northern European ethnically would say is they don't like Asians any better and instead of bonding races, like they are known for, they are causing fights.

Why can't I just say I'm white? You don't have to know my race, but I'll tell you what it is. Me being called nonwhite is like a white person being called nonwhite. White people are so greedy about racial labels and ethnicity. It's a constant mess and fight. They pretend to believe certain things and get hooked on their being allowed to be racist because they're white. That's where all the supposedly good white people go, addicted to racism, like it's cool and stimulating for them. It's a time when they can be naughty.

Who do you think should be allowed to talk about race, like on an extreme level in their stance and situation? People who experience racism? Everyone else, even scholars at Harvard, don't care. They just use it as a way to be racist.

I just saw a commercial with different races of babies. I know white people like to shout about how good blacks are to Asians. Do you think that makes Asians whiter? I just realized black people have stronger facial features from having ancestry where it's so hot. Like the indents in their face and eyes. I'm excited and may audition to be in The Lion King, an audition coming here, and Aladdin. I will probably be a chorister and may understudy. It's for the musical tour. The last Christine on tour was Cosette in Les Miserables, too.

I dunno, Mary Poppins is on. I never grew up like it's like here in Orlando. I don't feel like I'm a separate race from whites.

It feels like young people today grew up to be Hitler. They think the one thing they get to do is end the lives of nonwhites or Asians or mixed people. Yet, people are on their heels stating that future people will be more mixed than them mostly, mixed ethnically mostly probably.

As for agreeing with racism, I agree that Asians are the most like whites than all other nonwhites I know of. Their skulls match the most.

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