Wednesday, December 16, 2015
Late Boom Problems
I don't really care if you think I should suffer prejudice from the force of Late Boom type stuff just because other people made a big whoopin' deal of it.
Reenactment of the Past
I'll just ignore that, then.
I bet it's a hot topic. You know, the only reason I have short hair is cuz I wanted something better. The reason it is its natural color is cuza money, preference, skin tone, etc. However, as a dancer, I need to grow my hair out. If you all wanna look like yer mama, then be my guest! Just be it in a younger form, of course, I mean, where it's the age difference.
I bet it's a hot topic. You know, the only reason I have short hair is cuz I wanted something better. The reason it is its natural color is cuza money, preference, skin tone, etc. However, as a dancer, I need to grow my hair out. If you all wanna look like yer mama, then be my guest! Just be it in a younger form, of course, I mean, where it's the age difference.
Not Trying to Attack
Maybe, I should assume that just didn't happen.
Why are you people so sick about the past and pretending what I mean? Can you think straight all the time, like when you're being talked at or pushed around? That's how fights start, and countries have believed in war in places like Europe for a long time, sad as it is of course.
I don't think people should pretend I have a problem I don't. I think if someone has a problem you should help them or be nice to them. Wake up! I am not the pin cushion girl tracting problems. I am not the definition of every problem there is. Hello. People are "normal" usually. There isn't something queer in the air. I'm not a weirdo. I just like to be extravagant personality-wise. It's called a personality, and I might have one.
Why are you people so sick about the past and pretending what I mean? Can you think straight all the time, like when you're being talked at or pushed around? That's how fights start, and countries have believed in war in places like Europe for a long time, sad as it is of course.
I don't think people should pretend I have a problem I don't. I think if someone has a problem you should help them or be nice to them. Wake up! I am not the pin cushion girl tracting problems. I am not the definition of every problem there is. Hello. People are "normal" usually. There isn't something queer in the air. I'm not a weirdo. I just like to be extravagant personality-wise. It's called a personality, and I might have one.
Jumping to Conclusions
People think blondes are okay and brunettes aren't.
I feel mistreated for my appearance. Get it, mistreated?
I feel mistreated for my appearance. Get it, mistreated?
Being Allowed to Speak Freely and Think Without "Thought Police"
Well, sometimes you know when something is right or wrong. I don't really accept being punished.
People keep thinking what if someone doesn't take something the right way.
What is this, anyway? I don't see anyone else getting punished. You think me getting attention is a loss to other people, too. Sometimes, it doesn't work that way. Some people don't have their personal lives together. Sometimes, it's different kinds of things. I know some people get a lotta attention from others. It's something that should be worked on. Sometimes, some people are bad and think it's cool. It's hard to fight that you can't believe in that and you wonder is everyone bad cuza racism among other things?
I never meant to start anything bad, so I don't see why people believe I should be punished and so hardly/much.
I also found out on The Ellen DeGeneres Show, too, today that people will give me a rough time and when it becomes obvious they are wrong they just wonder if you thought you were gonna get away with it socially as a mixed race person. I mean, they lie to mixed race people saying they did something wrong. After it becomes obvious you aren't that bad, the person just says you're trying to get away with talking to them and that it's not okay cuza your race. Like, they just assume it without stating it, it feels. Like, they'll act like, "Oh, you thought it was okay to talk to me?" while digging into the fact you are mixed race.
Speaking of which, I used to look okay without makeup cuz I never wore it. I always had a pudgy face in a way. I gained about 50 pounds for reasons not my fault, like in college. I am a little taller and bigger. So, now, I look ugly without makeup and with glasses on. I only do that at home and when I jog/walk. Also, my hair is growing out from being shaved after dying it. So, it looks a bit like a fro.
People keep thinking what if someone doesn't take something the right way.
What is this, anyway? I don't see anyone else getting punished. You think me getting attention is a loss to other people, too. Sometimes, it doesn't work that way. Some people don't have their personal lives together. Sometimes, it's different kinds of things. I know some people get a lotta attention from others. It's something that should be worked on. Sometimes, some people are bad and think it's cool. It's hard to fight that you can't believe in that and you wonder is everyone bad cuza racism among other things?
I never meant to start anything bad, so I don't see why people believe I should be punished and so hardly/much.
I also found out on The Ellen DeGeneres Show, too, today that people will give me a rough time and when it becomes obvious they are wrong they just wonder if you thought you were gonna get away with it socially as a mixed race person. I mean, they lie to mixed race people saying they did something wrong. After it becomes obvious you aren't that bad, the person just says you're trying to get away with talking to them and that it's not okay cuza your race. Like, they just assume it without stating it, it feels. Like, they'll act like, "Oh, you thought it was okay to talk to me?" while digging into the fact you are mixed race.
Speaking of which, I used to look okay without makeup cuz I never wore it. I always had a pudgy face in a way. I gained about 50 pounds for reasons not my fault, like in college. I am a little taller and bigger. So, now, I look ugly without makeup and with glasses on. I only do that at home and when I jog/walk. Also, my hair is growing out from being shaved after dying it. So, it looks a bit like a fro.
You want me to also solve the world's problems?
Maybe, if they stopped thinking they were better than other people, they'd make an improvement and become happy.
I hope the end result isn't just to glorify Late Boomers. It's not time for people like me to back off and not get more "fun" because we have certain other qualities to envy.
I hope the end result isn't just to glorify Late Boomers. It's not time for people like me to back off and not get more "fun" because we have certain other qualities to envy.
Jealousy and Improvement
It seems that if someone in your life is jealous of something about your personality that it will be limited for you to improve yourself in your own life and with others in your mutual lives.
Ellen DeGeneres - Relaxation
It seems she doesn't always go off of the end product. She sieves thru things.
Things you do can multiply. Not sure what people go off of, the news, a breath of fresh air. I read some of a book with that as an example, The Tao of Pooh. Highlight: I think it asked Winnie the Pooh how to know what's going on in the world. He said by going outside. Right and wrong are not always the same pattern. You have to just like ground yourself to improve. Think about what's real and what's big. Also, keep at something and you probably make a revolutionary discovery or end product of a thought.
Things you do can multiply. Not sure what people go off of, the news, a breath of fresh air. I read some of a book with that as an example, The Tao of Pooh. Highlight: I think it asked Winnie the Pooh how to know what's going on in the world. He said by going outside. Right and wrong are not always the same pattern. You have to just like ground yourself to improve. Think about what's real and what's big. Also, keep at something and you probably make a revolutionary discovery or end product of a thought.
Saving It for Later??
I know a lotta people out there aren't really fans of Ellen DeGeneres cuz I've never met one who seemed to click. For example, there's a certain feel I do get when I encounter long time fans. The only thing that seems strange is I've met people who watch her a lot. Nothing seemed to click, like no common reverence for her. Other things to notice are her past and what she represents for the world, being born around 1960, the way people born around 1950, like Karen Carpenter, who passed away, do.
All else I can say, too, is as I've always felt.. be ready before you watch someone like Ellen or, like, Oprah who I think is off air.
All else is I know people who watch her or maybe they also watch a lotta TV. It's hard to know where they're coming from. They seem very ambiguous and jaded. I am guessing their parents had nothing else to turn on, like how I watched Mary Poppins a lot when I was 2. It seems hard to think that there would be another Julie Andrews.
Ellen DeGeneres has a lot of fans and is very popular. It's just hard to reach out to her biggest fans. You'd expect they'd be found online somehow.
All else I can say, too, is as I've always felt.. be ready before you watch someone like Ellen or, like, Oprah who I think is off air.
All else is I know people who watch her or maybe they also watch a lotta TV. It's hard to know where they're coming from. They seem very ambiguous and jaded. I am guessing their parents had nothing else to turn on, like how I watched Mary Poppins a lot when I was 2. It seems hard to think that there would be another Julie Andrews.
Ellen DeGeneres has a lot of fans and is very popular. It's just hard to reach out to her biggest fans. You'd expect they'd be found online somehow.
Listening to Older Generations
It seems kids/teens today forget how much younger they are than their parental units. I thought they were pretty cool. I probably just made a nest about where I am. If I'm something to be jealous of, why don't they admit I have an ideal situation that's okay?
Parents and Badness
What parent believes that if they are bad that their own kids have to be considered even more bad no matter how "good" they are?
Your Background
People think I come from a bad family, like ooh my mom is Chinese-Indonesian, my dad is not born after 1950.
Yes to Others, No to Me
Do you know when people get a fit over you saying something like, "I like that person?" Someone will just stupidly get mad and say it's unfair you looked good saying that? because they think that means something like you have to be just like them?
Well, these people are told everything is okay, but I feel a lotta pressure trying to get by socially.
Well, these people are told everything is okay, but I feel a lotta pressure trying to get by socially.
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
Lupita Nyong'o was such a beautiful person! Very smart, sweet, kind, respectful. Interesting!
Uzo Aduba seemed like a very sweet person, as well.
They are both black and lovely.
Uzo Aduba seemed like a very sweet person, as well.
They are both black and lovely.
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